A blog post after a long, long time. so going to be long i guess..

Firstly, received a very happy news (which i am thankful - to a particular person who offered their 11th hour help, grateful & proud of) & at the same time got a bad news ( & i have to go through the sorrow again! )= )

okay, now to life... Sch is over. which spells EXAMS!!! have to get it cleared this time round. Cant afford to take any chance. Let me mug n get it over!! & at the same time i want to get my break, so that i can rest & work & earn $ :))

Sakthi birthday's over. The surprise thing was an almost surprise! Managed it till the last few minutes. & had a good feast :) AS 4 the party, there was so much of work n planning. Good that it went well, despite all the hiccups & attempts by some to spoil it. Just testing my patience only. thank god i was fasting! evoking sympathy down here. But learnt alot of things about some people, whom i call friends. Disappointed by the mere fact that they don't even know basic courtesy & respect. At the same time, it was an opportunity to know who really bothered la. I am not being petty about coming or not coming, but it's the way things are put across n done. What's the point of coming & fabricating or parading around anyway? Haix. let's not talk about unpleasant stuff. It was an overall good experience. FIRST TIME IN CHALET!!!! hahahaha!

All the melo-dramas in life is reminding me of the past, I m missing. Of a particular person. Some times, some relationships just have a strong foundation. Even if u get rid of them, the memories come back, not haunting but hurting. Actually, got hurt because some friendships, so established, have turned sour cause of some reasons. yet other friendship, not so established, are still maintained despite of the existence of the same reasons. & hmmm... just feel like typing what i mentioned to a close friend regarding this issue,

'one of the strongest reason the person is still being respected n remembered is because when i needed some1 to cry on, only X was there. No one else bothered about it, ONLY that person! & that's what a friend is for. & I still respect that friendship.'

A new path is shining in my life. Just need to cross the hurdle but things are just dragging too long! I am getting tired to redoing it again n again. Only 1/3 is complete. Infact, it is even less than that. Hopefully i want to get these settled & start on a new path soon. Inshallah!

& Ramadan. Never had such a fast, fasting month till this time round. Was practically breaking fast outside all the time! only break fast at home like less than 10days. Haix. & went geylang 4 shopping only once (oh, it was less than an hour of shopping! more like a walk through!) was just too tired w school stuff. && the best part, i was in sch till 10pm, having test on the eve of raya!!!!!!!!!!! hmpf. well, that's over! shall enjoy the visitings & kueh-kuehs :))

OH, got to watch 3 new movies in this tight packed schedule! they were good only.. kinda okay, okay. Oh 1 of it was really touching & crying. so emotional. Anewaes, I can't wait to catch another tamil movie! (:



Okay, that's all 4 now!