life is full of interesting people.
friends.
a few who are always there despite how horrible i am to them.
a few who show their selective existence.
a few who are just overly concern.
a few who are just interested in finding more abt one's life so that they are always better off.
a few who are nothing more than bitches n dogs.
a few who are simply hi,bye friends.
a few who are always there to help even though time has caused us to drift apart.
a few who are so fake.
a few who just piss the hell out of me.
a few who are not worth more than a f**k off.

well, i am happy i at least realised that no matter how many a fews exist...there do exist some who would really go out there to help me.& be happy to see me move on in life.i am glad i am able to identify them.even if only a handful of such angels exist.i rather just have that few angels in life than to having those demons who conspire.

of course,if you are one of the a fews who really help me through and are always there for me..i wanna say a LOVE YOU GUYS.
& if u fall under the other category of the hi, bye friends...THANKS U 4 BEING THERE.
&& if u fall under the last category...then well, JUST FCUK OFF!!!!!!

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& i feel so ashamed of myself for having a few such friends. Recently, things have been just going off the limit. There has to be an end to one's tolerance for such nonsense. I clearly know how rude and sarcastic I can be at times & i've to say i am still not letting myself erupt..cause i'm sure that such an incident is going to leave the fews hurt and it's going to strain the r/s..

well, after all that the few have done...i wonder..does the relationship even exist if it is on the basis of making one feeling unhurt and the other being fake?

i wonder...