stuck in something unwillingly....
left without much choice.
watever!
i dont wish 2 b there at all!!!
not that i dont want to be there but its just not the right time.
only body is there.
mind & soul are totally at a different location.

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it is nt always that the you i m refering to is you!!!

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thanks alot arh.
its 2am right now.
i really appreciate it!!!
this the 2nd time, if u had forgotten
& u knw i m nt well n have to get up all early.
but yeah..it's okae.
i clearly understand that it takes alot to msg.
i mean it's seriously okae..i m very understanding.
& after all there wont b anymore of such happenings from now on wad...
all the more it is better.

let me just quote u smt that u've said 2 me b4...
'U know v r jux tolking 2 eachothr everidae 4 the sake of talking.. '
(the convo has been editted in my style.so the 1 who said it wld knw!!)
well..i wanted to tell this long long ago.
nt 2 hurt u or anything..infact i wanted to tell this 2 u wen i called again..cause i just felt like telling u...dont know why..but just felt like telling it 2 u.
if seriously..it was/is just 4 'the sake of talking..'
then just cut the crap.
i wld rather we b sincere n honest w each other..then doing 4 the name sake of doing something...or habit sake..wadever u call it la..
cause the words really sank very deep..
u knw how long it has been & i clearly rmb those particular words.
haix. i dont want to sae much.
just think 4 urself la..

i m sorrie if i m being very wad..
i knw i m being a pain in the ass by starting it again.
i m starting it everi other time.
i know..but i cnt help it.
i wld rather sae wad i feel n think straight 2 u...rather than keeping it n using implied words on u n hurting u..
well..this is me!

& i m sorrie.