***if u think this entry is too vulgur, dont bother reading or complaining abt it cause i didnt invite u to visit my blog and read my entries***

fucked up 2 the core.

somehow the fucking day i anticipated most for a long period of time couldnt have sucked any greater.

it just fucking hurts cause of shear disappointment...

and god didnt have to put me through this damn fucking period.

no ones being of any use la...

oh wells, just too used to having all when i dont need and as usual having non at the moment u need one

n some fucking people didnt have to add on....

I simply have failed when it comes to u.

the fucking tears didnt come down when they were suppose to..but they are coming down now!!!

right now...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn.

can i just go and die.!

atleast this fucking world would b a better off place for alot of people to live in..

but at the same time.

i wan to know how well i haf fucked up my As...

yeah well..i think my plan of dying can b held back for nw...

but u never know when the limit gets pushed too much...

fuck.

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