haix.
i just dunno who to trust and who not to trust anymore.
its just getting very confusing.
things are complicating.
all getting tangled up.
what i used to believe no longer seems trust worthy.
i m really starting to wonder if i m the only one who is being fooled down here in the pre text that another is being 'spied on'.
i mean...how sure can i be that i m not being 'used' down here?
how long is it going to take for u to tell another what u are telling me???
the all time standard phrase...
'keep it between us.don't tell any1'
i dunno la.
i seriously dont knw who to trust n who not to trust anymore.
i just feel like i m so used by you.
it really is starting to get very irritating.
whats the point of trusting some1 so much then they cant assure it back to u?
its just so complicated.


trust.love.care.concern.jealous.obsess.
suddenly everything seems so fake.even me mixing around with u seems so like that.i dunno whats happening around me.i m just starting to hate everything around me.everything n everyone.