i think my week cant be ending any worst.
it so totally sucked.
having both at the place together at the same time.
taking turns to observe the reactions.
what more cld have made the situation worst when both were standing side by side n me in the middle. what a scene. a tamil novie was just screening there.

the irony of it all.
i was just telling some1 very close to me abt how weird a situation it wld me for the 2 of us when the 3 of us randomly meet together after i dreamt of it...someday,somehow,somewhere.us meeting at one point. what i least expected was that it wld happen so soon...so so soon.

seriously it sucked big time.
luckily only one knw the complete, or the almost complete side of the story n i sort of knw he knws. i mean i knw the things i do r unintentionally a lil obvious. then the person wld for sure atleast have suspected it long ago...but then again, these matters must be confirmed nt assumed by actions la.

yeah.i have to admit. i wld really choose to opt for the 2nd instead of the first.not cox of externalities but cox of internalities....lolx.....if only there were no restrictions.i knw both of us r very inclined towards that n we wont give up.lolx. how can extrapolation b acceptable when even interpolation is put to question.cant help it i suppose.

actually i come to realise how that person wld have felt. to like some1 n not being able to have them. it sucks like no ones business. this is wad u call...................

anewaex.
i think i wld just have died down there instead of going thru it. even though i so badly wanted to meet u.no words cn describe my inital happiness but the next second i realised YOU.....i just cld help but look at YOU instead of u at that point.my heart felt more for YOU that u at that point....i felt very bad.very...very horrible. it just wasnt rite.it just wasnt me....

I M SORRY. (maybe u wld now understand y i was telling u so many sorrie this wk.)